I haven't seen Dino in 2 weeks I guess he decided to give me my space after the whole bedroom incident. I have to say though this has been the most peaceful and most relaxing 2 weeks of my life. No drama, no stress, no nothing but peace and quiet other than his constant phone calls, which I refuse to answer, because I have nothing more to say to him. Its not that I am shocked that he was cheating I already knew that but its the fact that he was bold enough to cheat in our home but even worse in our bed. But on a brighter note I ran into some old friends from high school, Carter still looks fine as ever. I can't believe I left him for Dino... That was clearly a bad choice. I also saw Milo, Lilly, and Paul Neumen surprisingly, I never thought I would see him hanging with that crowd again. On top of that I had a doctors appointment today I am officially 20 weeks pregnant, healthy and having a BABY GIRL!! I am so excited!! At first the idea of becoming a mother was scary, but now I think i'm ready for this I only wish you, dad, and Alaina were here to enjoy this with me. I know y'all are in a better place, its been 12 years, but it still doesn't get any easier. Who knew at 14 a girl could lose her whole world. Maybe if y'all were here I wouldn't be with Dino because you and dad wouldn't have had that at all. Y'all didn't like him when he was 17 and y'all definitely wouldn't like him at 28. I have really been thinking about whats next for me in my life. I can't bring a child into a broken home. I got to do somethings for me and my child and the first is getting away from Dino.
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